i am sucks,i noe and i admit it ("_)''

One of the hardest things in life is figuring out the difference between friendship and love.yeah i admit it.argh,,i just can let this feeling keep and keep lingering in my mind,.damn,,mia,you never realized what greats things you owned untill there is no more for you left.aku jahat la,,my acting is like betray2 along la.along!sory giller!it's not like something i do wish for la.i am having a crush again to the same guy i am having a crush last year.i felt in like with this guy since last year time memanah sbp.tapi i wat bodo je coz knowing that he was soo into izzati,f4.nape skunk baru nak muncul la???ni namenye bala ombak besar nie.bak kata jierah,,weiyh mia,ko nak cetuskan perang dunia ketiga antara pemanah ke??(ha3!!giller tol!)..tak,,aku x da langsung niat sedemikian laa.tapi,it's all about feeling la,,kita boleh nak bohong macam2,,tapi bila soal hati and perasaan,,jgn nak tipu ah lau leh bohong rite??yeah,,i noe i am bad.mia,kau nie tamak la,,nape nak dua2.along tuh tak cukup bagos ke???Noooooo!JANGAN LA ANDA BERFIKIRAN SEDEMIKIAN.along tuh dah cukup punya baik la untuk saya.tapi ini ah yg wat saya jadi giileer meroyan.i am stuck between two lovers and it makes me feel like i am an idiot la!arghh,,giller aku dibuatnya.hahaahahaa!mia2,,cool chill,,bak kata syera,,solat la istiharah je,,owkey.tapi hati saya kuat mengatakan along ah yg terbaik,,dia amat jujur dalam semua hal.owkey2,,Loving someone means one thing. You should always be prepared for the ups and down of that relationship.benar rite kenyataan nie??
owkey2,,i'm done.
p/s; to along,,sory,,doesn't mean to betray2 u.apelagi nak hurt you un.hope u understand la.