owh dear..before i end up my blogging activity,i would like to type on "how on earth am i living in this group called a family?"owkey, maybe for u yourself doesn't own a miserable family like mine,you can say that i am bad isn't?
hurm,i just don't understand and still waiting when and when i can own a great family living in harmony environment.i just hate them as they love i guess to quarrel each other.i just can't stand it people!my mom just decided to divorcee with my father.geek isn't?me my self do love them a lot.both of them.but,rationally is,why they must demand for that typical weird thing eih?i am wondering a lot.
yeah,maybe you can adviced me to just ignore or pray for the best for them,but am i must doing it forever?
my mom keep saying that she will die in five years from now.wth she is telling me that.i am feeling damnly sad.i am deepressed.i just hate to live in this situation like hell.
for those people who just wondering why am i mostly like a sullenter,hey people,do judge me not by my appearanced.i just can't smile broadly nor laugh out loud.i am hating my life.dear god!do help me a lot!
i am sitting for the biggest exam this year.SPM!but it's just not fair for me to be burden with this typical matter!
owh bro raffi,u always asks me to ignore them and stay focus on my spm isn't?but bro, i just can't.they are part of my life.i can't imagine to live my life without one of them.
it's not like i am telling the bad thing of my family in this blogger.i am not exposing the freaking bad thing to others.i am not trying to attract the public attention.
i am not owkey.i am not owkey.i am not owkey.
mia!stay focus!i want to fly as far as i can.leave this house and live my own life without dignity!
mia owh mia..mari pergi ke AUSTRALIA!ayuh2!10A+ mia.then you 'll never be miserable!